truckin' along

mr. cheesemaster himself! : )

we went on a hot date (to HuHot) the night after ry got home from venezuela

oh...they melt my little heart...

PREGNANCY UPDATE

hole-E-COW! lately i have been dealing with some majorly psychotic dreams. i dont ever remember having vivid dreams with the other pregnancies, but maybe i just don't remember. all i know, is by the end of this week, im definately not really excited to go to bed. anything from ryan not wanting to be with me anymore (several of those dreams) to someone kidnapping my older sister which led to my kidnapping as well. soooo some pretty emotional/crazy dreams going on! has anyone else had this problem during pregnancy?

today i had my first check up with my doctor. she seems great. so i am hoping she is throughout the entire pregnancy/delivery. i have heard good things about her so im not too worried. ryan went with me to my appointment today. i figured they were going to do an ultrasound since i wasn't completely sure how far along i was, and i wanted him to be there if they did. BUT they didn't. and i was bummed. but its ok, cause she had me set up for my routine ultrasound on march 11th, so in 2 weeks! we will find out soon enough, i guess! : ) anyway, i am glad ryan did come with me because she did a full female physical on me. nothin' like a complete stranger seeing ur privates! and i have to brag, even if it is somewhat odd, but i have the best husband. he knows how i am uncomfortable about people seeing my privates, i dont care if its a doc. so i was breaking out in a cold sweat leading up to the doctor coming in, and when she was giving me my pap smear (gross, i know, sorry...even the name is disgusting), ryan reached over (as he was sitting by my head when i was laying down) and started stroking my hair. he is too sweet. he saw that i was extremely uncomfortable with the process and he took care of me. i am a lucky gal.

sooo anyway, short story long, the doctor is still estimating that my due date is august 15th. we will find out for sure at the ultrasound. there are those who can tell which gender they are having with all of these tricks and wives tales... i am clueless. i have no idea what we are having. with tucker, i think i just hoped we were having a boy, so i just didn't think any different. i guess i kind of expected a boy. and with cole, i totally felt i was having a boy, i just had an incling (sp). but i am totally clueless with this one, i haven't been sick hardly at all, just really, really tired. all of the wives tales ive looked into tend to balance each other out so it still is undecided if it is a boy or a girl. the ancient chinese sex predictor said we were going to have a boy though! so maybe we will keep our little football team growing. oh, and we heard the heart beat today! i always love hearing the heart beat, its such a comfort. i dont really feel like im "showing" yet, i just still feel like im in the fat stage. im hoping ill get the baby belly soon lol, cause i just feel kinda blaahhhhh right now. but, all in all, baby and me are healthy. my boys are all healthy. i am blessed. i love my family and my life. : )